Over two years, in fact!! I should probably catch you up on what’s happened since the last time I posted here….the first thing, unfortunately, is that my mother passed in February of 2019. She had a “complicated” case but her stroke was what ultimately killed her. BUT…
Exactly 2 months after her passing I found out that my co-worker (who would eventually become my husband) liked me. We got married on August 29th of this year and now—drumroll, please!— we’re expecting our first child!!!! We just found out two weeks ago, and my first appointment is on November 5th. They should be able to hear the baby’s heartbeat by then since I’m already about 7 weeks along now. I’m so excited!!
The reason I decided to get back on here is so 1.) I can vent, and 2.) Talk about the baby. I am really trying not to worry about what could go wrong, especially since everything seems to be going well right now.
My husband got 2 Oculus Quests the other day, one for him and one for me. I was hoping that being able to join those VR chat spaces with him would get rid of my jealousy, which it did for a little bit. Unfortunately, it came back in full swing yesterday and resulted in me having an anxiety attack. It makes me feel pathetic, but what am I supposed to do about it? (No, seriously….I’d love to know. It’s no fun constantly feeling left out in a room full of people.)
Most people who know me don’t realize that I’m one of those clingy women. I’m not proud of it, but my social anxiety is really bad and it’s hard for me to be left alone with people unless it’s Dustin or someone in my family. I’m so grateful to have someone like Dustin, who is very forgiving…I’m not used to being treated so kindly, which is probably why I thought it was a joke when our co-worker first told me he liked me. Him, putting up with me? No way.
This post is a mess, lol. I just wanted to make a new post here since I haven’t done that in a while. If you actually took the time to read through this, thank you!! Hopefully I’ll start being more active on here again. Good-bye for now!